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[12 Jul 2003|06:40pm]
Bellatrix lead the way up the stairs to Hers and Tia's room in the girl's dormitory. Sitting on her own bed she kicked off her shoes and lay down on her stomach across the width of it to face Tia.
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[11 Jul 2003|06:48pm]
Owl to SiriusCollapse )
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[11 Jul 2003|05:30pm]
Owl to Cousin SiriusCollapse )
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[10 Jul 2003|05:45pm]
It... extremely disturbs me to be called "sick" and empty of emotions. And the introspection that this has caused angers me because it was set off by a stupid Gryffindor girl who was to stupid to make it into Ravenclaw. Gryffindor the house of delinquent idiots who leap before they look and speak before they think. Its not that I care what she or anyone thinks. Alright, I care what other Slytherins think. And thats precicely what makes me worry. I mean... what if I'm so intimidating that people just befriend me so that I don't... make their lives hell. Perhaps thats why even at 17 I've never had a boyfriend. Maybe thats why I'm never really happy.

This is stupid... I suppose if no one really likes me then its best not to know about it. I shouldn't care... I can't help what I am now can I. I should be proud of it.
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[09 Jul 2003|09:01pm]
Raven to LuciusCollapse )
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[09 Jul 2003|06:13pm]
This is not good... I am feeling very peculiar. Maybe a good nights rest will do the trick.
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[09 Jul 2003|04:42pm]
Raven to LuciusCollapse )
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[09 Jul 2003|11:44am]
My scheduleCollapse )

Well... today was the first day of classes. So far its been Transfiguration (with the Gryffindors... unfortunately), History of Magic, and Ancient Runes. The only one of these I care for is Transfiguration, though I suppose History of Magic would be more interesting if it weren't so full of family stories I've heard a thousand times. They ought to have more available here at Hogwarts. Some of us have more in mind for our education than looking up at stars or cleaning up after hippogriffs.

Tomorrow is Dueling Club. I shall spend my study period practicing, and probably tonight and during lunch tomorrow as well. Care to join me Tia?
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[08 Jul 2003|08:19pm]
Spells to consider for Thursday's TrialsCollapse )
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My last coming to Hogwarts [08 Jul 2003|06:00pm]
Well, I'm here, and in my room, waiting for Tia and my other roomates to arrive. I don't know where they can be at. It seems all the seventh years in the house have run off on their own. Well I hope they don't know the password. Serves them right.

Though, how I wished I could have slipped out of the Sorting ceremony early myself. It was very depressing and very boring. But I had to escort the first years to their rooms. Don't get me wrong, there were some wonderful additions to our house. Fine families indeed, and I am looking forward to this chance to shape them and teach them. And, its not that I want to stay here. Not with Dumbledore, not with this lot of people... I want to get on with my life but I'm a little scared that this year will be yet another faliure. Slytherin losing to Gryffindor, for some ungodly reason I have yet to understand, or me losing even more dignity chasing after you-know-who. I'm even a little nervous about my N.E.W.T.S. which is just stupid. Have I ever failed anything? Of course not... Do I want a job? No of course not... But if I do poorly then that means I really haven't the skill I thought, and it means that I've let down the family then, doesn't it. What am I turning into? It's pathetic. You'd think I was a Hufflepuff.

Tomorrow we get our classes and get started with the year. I will be looking forward to that.
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[08 Jul 2003|12:21pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Tia, Severus, Lucius...? Where on earth have you gotten to??? I feel very abandoned with all of these Gryffindors and such.

How were your summers? Mine was rather boring. I spent the last few weeks of it at 12 Grimauld place with my Aunt and Uncle... Thankfully, Sirius spent his summer with the Potters. The veins in Auntie's neck seemed to throb less with him gone. But I missed you all, especially you Tia. There haven't been enough owls, really.

I think we lot ought to have a little discussion. With Potter and Evans as Head Boy and Girl, and the positively unfair losing streak to Gryffindor in Quidditch... If Dumbledore weren't so BIASED against us as a house things would be so different. This year things will be different. They are all very smug about it, and it makes my skin crawl.

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[07 Jul 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Well... I am just arrived on the Hogwarts train. Right now I'm by myself in this compartment, but I will go looking for other Slytherins in a moment. Alright... so one Slytherin in particular. We shall see. I just want to make myself presentable first. I think its disgraceful that we should be forced to catch this train at King's Cross. I mean really! Shouldn't we find another place that, if we are to be forced into hiding as if we were inferior to humans (and the idea is ridiculous), that we should at least be able to get to via the floo network, or possibly use of port keys. None of this wearing muggle clothes for me. To think I shall never have to do it again after today. Well, unless I go home for Christmas. I doubt I will, though.

In fact, why should we all have to go together? It would be nice if each house had their own cars, instead of mixing us up like this. Well maybe the other three houses don't mind it, but why should I have to be stuck with the perfect Miss Lily Evans, and her little friends. Especially James Potter and my disgraceful cousin Sirius.

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